But then you probably notice that yourself. Here am I partly forgetting I actually got a blog to just write about anything that just pops up in my mind. Here you are as my dear reader having a small insight in my mind and some bits of the life I share here.
A lot has happened~!
One big change scares me a little bit. I am renting a little house for the first time in my life.
It is in a way a good change. You see, I am 27 years young. So moving out and working on my own life is... welllll.... it has to happen, right?
It still frightens me. The unknown. But also me wondering if I made the right choice. Renting a place is difficult in my city. Well the affordable kind in my case. I don't have a lot of money thanks to my small-not-to-be-seen-but-I-notice-and-deal-and-fight-with-them-daily handicaps (Oh as for fight with them yeah I do, I still need to see how much of a winner I may be some day. I am curious for that!)
So not a lot of money and then this chance of renting one of the smallest houses, when it is difficult to rent... My fear is mainly that I am stuck to this house now. For the next 11 years or so if I don't get married or life changes in these 11 years. I mention 11 years here because that is kind of the avarage time an adult needs to get chances on a new house in my city.
Now, to view it from the positive side. If I indeed am stuck to 11 years... it is a time range where a lot can happen! Let's hope for good things here aswell. I got my own little tiny space where I can study on my own, get creative... maybe find some solutions on things I may want and can do with my life to manage it in good ways.
An other good thing for now is that while it is small. I live there on my own. Not with a family of 5, who really do need more space than the 36 square meter I got now... and people manage even on smaller spaces. An other plus is that I am nearby my parents house (only a few streets away). So if I need I can store a few books or coats for a season till I exchange them depending on needs.
I have to say... while being a little bit scared of the unknown. I am really curious to see how this adventure in life goes.
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